5 May 2012
Waking up to a bright and sunny morning, squinting her eyes as the sunlight shone through the window. As she lay there in her bed, the bad thoughts starts to drift into her mind again. Her hearts feels so immensely heavy. Slowly she can feel it, the pain of a deep sadness is slowly eating away from the inner of her heart. It felt like something is swallowing her heart up, sinking into a deep abyss of darkness. Devoid of all lights. She turned her body to the side and burrowed her face into her pillow, shutting her eyes, trying to force herself to go back to sleep. Trying to chase away the bad thoughts that are causing her so much pain.
With a heavy heart she can feel herself falling back asleep, slowly but surely. Back to the world where she will not feel, will not think, back to the dreamless world. Where she can run away from the pain.